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Lady XJ said:Word’s from Charles’ Mommy
I am Charles' mother. I wanted to post on here to say a few things. First, to thank everyone for their sympathy, their thoughts and prayers. The way that this entire community has risen up to help us and console us has been amazing and uplifting.
Second, to those who are full of anger: it changes nothing to be angry. Your anger only hurts you. You say that you would not wish my pain on your worst enemy, but then you wish a life of torment on these men. When people think of Charles, I want them to think of the love we had for him. I don't want them to be torn up with anger and hate when they think of my beautiful boy.
Love is the only thing with any power to change anything. My love for Charles has changed my life, and I am glad to have had it, for however short a time - I would not exchange it for freedom from this pain. Let your sorrow for him and for us change you for the good."
And my words:
Yesterday
Yesterday I said my final goodbye's to Charlie, it was so much harder than I thought it would be! I hated seeing them lower Charlie's little body into the ground! But when I stopped myself I realized that it was NOT Charlie that put in the hole, it was a borrowed shell that held his spirit. It not only made watching bearable, it was the truth.
Charles is home with Jesus! He was greeted by those that have gone before us.....
I posted this today on the VenturaCountyStar:
Thank you so much for all of you that attended and the continuing support of my brother and his family! Please continue to pray for them as they try to find a new "normal". I praise God we had Charles', it was a blessing every second he was with us! I thank God for bringing a community and family together through the tragic events that brought us here.
Please NEVER FORGET! Keep Charles alive in how you treat others, be a little kinder to all those that come into your lives. Wave and smile at someone you don't know. Pray for those that upset or hurt you, ask God to bless them and their lives! Let this time be a lesson to us all of how to come together as a community and support one another, offer to get groceries for the elderly person in your neighborhood, mow the lawn of a disabled neighbor, love those who are angry and full of sadness.
I know so many people are grieving over the loss of my nephew, I ask that you give his death purpose! His life was short, but he had a wonderful, full life. His life was full of love and happiness! I ask that you continue to spread the happiness that showed every time he smiled. Slow down and hug your kids more, laugh with your family, take the time to tell those around you that you appreciate them! We never know how long God has us here for, use the time we have in this fast paced World and make something with it. Don't just wait until another tragedy, LOVE ONE ANOTHER NOW!!!!!!!!! May the love and peace of God be with you now and always! God Bless you and your families!!!!
Charles' Auntie
myspace.com/CharlesGoodrich
Wow. Even if you are not a religious person the quotes above carry a lot of meaning and value. I Was angry but certainly not any more. Upset yes but not angry. My teen sons will be getting hugs and a little chat this afternoon, and more of them more often than they have lately.
Sorry for your loss.